don't mind the dust

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hello all

this is a blog in god's year of 2021. i am a recovering social media addict with a penchant for oversharing. in 2014, i made the executive decision to ruin my own life by logging onto tumblr and turn off auto-capitalization forever. now, you will only see capital letters in my writing for emphasis or for a grade. this is supposed to be for fun!

now that tumblr is a ghost town, twitter owns my free time, and instagram is a dead mall of an app, i have made the retreat to Blogger. i considered wordpress at first, until i found out you had to pay an annual fee after the first year (but you do what you gotta do when your platform is already 6 feet under LOL).

this first post is more or less to introduce why i'm here (if you're reading this you probably know me enough, so no need for formality) and what's gonna happen here.


WHATS GONNA HAPPEN:

- she's going to talk about the arts (like an asshole)
- she's going to complain (LIKE AN ASSHOLE)
- she's going to muse on gender (LIKE AN ASSHOLE)
- she's going to be mentally ill online (LIKE AN ASSHOLE!!!)

that's it. this is a haven for things i like to talk about without fearing the amount of followers that probably have me muted on twitter 
(which, if that's you, and you're somehow here, here's some directions for you:
- log into twitter / open bird app
- open my profile
- UNFOLLOW
)

the evil eye is out there and very reall y'all. but of course, i don't blame people for looking :P ❤💁

notes about the authoress:

+ uses she/they pronouns and dgaf. i dont consider myself trans so i stay in the nonbinary discourse lane.
+ is an art history major *GUNSHOT*
+ has been using the crabgod moniker since 2014, is too wuss to change it
+ californian
        - from the central valley *GUNSHOT*
        - also from the bay area (and not even the respected part) *GUNSHOT*
+ is a communist but doesn't like to read theory *GUNSHOT GUNSHOT*
+ is a barb (since 2014. i'm noticing a trend here?)
+ is a white latine *GUNSHOT GUNSHOT GUNSHOT*
+ uses sidereal measurements in their astrological studies after 5 years of being the public school expert for tropical astrology. i'm sorry to the folks whose charts i read in high school because i rebuke most of tropical methods of reading.
+ a student of Vedic astrology since july 2020
+ wants to be an artist / is not naturally good at art / is naturally good at writing / doesnt want to be a full-time writer
+ has a pipedream to do stand-up comedy. has too much self-respect to go that route.
+ thinks gender essentialism is funny and uses it to make men uncomfortable
+ thinks a lot of things are funny, actually
+ a victim to a tiny birth control rod (that's a post for another day)
+ is running out of random facts.

alright well i have an appointment around 4:20pm to resolve Bullet 14 (not counting sub-points) and work to complete so until next time

crabgod

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